It's now two AM and I am bothered by the inability to sleep. I was laying down for about an hour and nothing was happening. I tried listening to music but to no avail.
I did have somewhat of a concern for those who participate in these proceedings: blogs.
Why is this the new medium for communication? Why is it so compelling to post thoughts and emotions on a web page so that intimacies are no longer such?
I realize that much of the material is legitimate but I am embarrassed for those who spend their time here instead of other activities that may prove more fruitful.
I also realized that things change once you get in college. Or marry. I thought that my friends in high school would be friends forever... Only to understand that it was just that: High School. Things are never the same. The constant is family. That is something that will never change (except in the case of mine and countless others' it changed for the best).
I am not an idealist. I consider myself a realist, if they will have me.
To those who may read this: I am not upset or have negative feelings towards anyone. I have just come to understand some truths.
I know I am becoming that which I left when I quit myspace, but bottoms up!